loose ends

    To everyone i’ve loved and let go of… Once i let you see me, consider yourself loved. But to let go of, i’ve never been a fan. Today i feel like i passed the first part of an extremely hard task. Held onto the honey moon for years and years.. you never lied […]

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Shades of courage

I drove down a road paved with feelings of new, the feelings are sharp, they are right on cue. The re-membering of self and believing her to be true, it is a beautiful hue of grey mixed with blue. The smell of burnt amber and dead roses filled my body with hope and other people’s […]

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She is not a afraid of being alone. For some time, solitude was her only home. She will not fear being left, in this case she will always be right. But for the love of whatever god, just don’t let your throat close, we’ve never really been afraid of great heights. So speak until they […]

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Antique Heart

I want to hold your hand like i hold myself accountable. I want to stretch my time with you, so far that i can breath in and exhale the entire ocean view.. and yet somehow I still feel lost on you. I watched the sun and rain mix and match to stain the glass, while […]

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There’s a storm Brewing

When you can’t see the fire works but you can feel them exploding in your chest. And have you ever sat in a hot bath while you let cold water fall out of the faucet? The best. Life, death, life. Death comes in many flavors, shapes, size. It’s startling how sometimes you won’t know that […]

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Today, sadness left my body in the form of steam. Please, stay before I push you away. You’re the ice. I’m the cream. This is how it goes, this is how its gone. Far too fast, back to where we belong. My skin feels fresh, electric, and smooth at best. I keep feeling waves in […]

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You my friend, have given me everything that makes me who i am today. You set my path on the road less travelled without me knowing it. There was so much comfort that exuded off of you, how could i not trust you? One simple question, one answer, and my entire life would be reformed […]

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I do not need.

Hello, you. I do not need you; I love the idea of you. I remember nights where I screamed for you, the idea spoke so true. The essence of you still drives electric waves through my veins and paints my heart with ocean stains. Release me from your grip, I will not serve a useless […]

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I feel like my entire life is made up of deciphering other peoples emotions in order to not have mine fucked with. I’m like an open book .. my emotions are the only thing that steers this ship.. i wouldn’t have it any other way. Or would i ?   I really don’t know this […]

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Black Ice.

You slip and you slide, you really can’t go out with out a fight, But thats you’re right .. you’re the only one that can take the time. You’re the only one that can climb the climb, no one else can see the vision that you project from the inside. It’s dark and its cold. […]

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